Saturday went well. I also aquired a toaster on that day. So yeah.. Aparently after me and Jeff left the bar Dave got taken out by bouncers.. yup missed all of the exciting stuff. Well Dinner went well. I had a couple of glitches at the bar.. Well one of the things is Donnie. Yeah.. You see Donnie is the older brother of one of my oldest dearest friends. Yeah... He has also been my regular bed buddie for more then the past year.. With the exception of the time I was Dating Jeff.. Im not a cheater. Anyways Jeff and Donnie know eachother they used to work together. so.. lets see..

In chronological order.... I spot Donnie while Jeff is getting drinks.. I immedialty turn away and pretend not to have noticed him there by hopefully not gaining his attention.. I did NOT want him to know I was there.. After a while Donnie sneaks up and puts hand on both my shoulders making me jump. Now I find out that Jeff and Donnie know eachother.. There is something about haveing 2 ppl I have slept with on either side of me and conversing that made me feel very uneasy. Not a happy time for Annette... So Jeff asks how Donnie and I know each other and Donnie says that Im a friend of his sister.. and I am.. Nicole turns 24 this thursday which reminds me I must call her back. So then Donnie leave and I can breath again. and well Jeff disapears to go talk to a friend. I swear it wasnt even half a minute later when Donnie materialised and sat in Jeffs chair, put around me and leaned in close... Im like oh my god.. I wanted to run away.. It was like totaly not good.. Its like for crying out loud I know you were watching me with Jeff... Hello then you must have made the observation that I was WITH JEFF. why did he have to do that..? I mean come on. So yeah .. then Donnie starts talking to me and it really didnt strike me till now but the first thing that he said were about how he was a higher up then Jeff when they worked together. Like I care.. Is that some sorta subtle way of putting down the person Im with.. Gods above... Anyways what ever was going on in my head I just maintained a poliet conversation.. Ah... And then Jeff blessedly returns. Huzzah! Hurrah.. And there was much rejoiceing... or there would have been. Because you see.. Donnie didnt move. no not at all.. Hell Jeff reached out to touch my hair/face what ever and I returned the jesture.. and yet there was Donnie still there leaning in close with his arm around my chair.. It was to much.. oh god. I seriously almost started freaking. So I did the only thing I could think of and RAN to the dance floor.. I almost fell over when I got to Cari and Wendy.. who thought it was all very funny and told me to calm down. Calm Down ..HA! So after the song I returned to the table..Jeff was alone.. So I asked him what they talked about.. I wonder if I sounded as nervous as I felt... Maybe I was over reacting... But all of this was a very UNcomfortable situation. So after that Donnie didnt come back to our table which was very nice.. though I had the misfortune of catching him staring a few times.

Eventualy Jeff and I went back to his place.. Huzzah.. no more other people. You know Im not really sure but there might not be anything more ego crushing than a guy falling asleep on you while your going down on them.. I was yeah.. well I just turned over and went to sleep myself... not good time to be somewhere far away from my vibrator.. ahahaha. In the middle of the night I woke up and Jeff was missing.. I found him on the couch.. It was hard to wake him up to get him to come back to bed. what else..hmm... nothing like rolling off the bed and on to a power bar and a pair of boots... I then moved to the other side of Jeff...And Ive also come to realise that I dont like being on that side.. Its uncomfortable. So yeah the morning was ok.. Well mostly I had the misfortune of seeing Jeff log on to his gothic personals site.. I wasnt being nosy its just that theres not much for me to do at his place but hang out with him so I was standing there.. yeah.. He was all like OOoo I got mail.. My mood just fell. And then he looked at me and was like I'll read these later. Yeah.. great way to make me feel secure.. I mean this is the guy who dumped me for another chick and like from his live journal it sounds like it could quite possibly be the way they met. So yeah.. Is there really any point in me even bothering.. Should I just wait for the other shoe to fall. How long till Im replaced this time round.. And that generaly set my thoughts and frame of mind for the day. How long do I get this time.

On yet another note.. work sucked It was boring as usuall but the customers were ruder than usual... I hate it when its dead more time to dwell on unpleasant thoughts.. Also I woke up with a sore throat and it just got steadly worse through out the day.. I cant get sick now.. So yeah thats like the last day or so of my life..